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December 26, 2007

Teardrops On My Guitar

Filed under: ...this is it... - sharilin @ 2:56 pm

Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won’t see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be.

I’ll bet she’s beautiful,
That girl he talks about.
And she’s got everything
That I have to live without.

Drew talks to me.
I laugh, cause it’s so damn funny
That I can’t even see
Anyone, when he’s with me.

He says he’s so in love.
He’s finally got it right.
I wonder if he knows
He’s all I think about at night!

CHORUS:
He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
He’s the song in the car I keep singing,
Don’t know why I do.

Drew walks by me.
Can he tell that I cant breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly.

The kind of flawless I wish I could be.

She better hold him tight,
Give him all her love,
Look in those beautiful eyes,
And know she’s lucky, cause

REPEAT CHORUS

So I drive home alone.
As I turn out the light,
I’ll put his picture down,
And maybe get some sleep tonight.

Cause he’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart,
He’s the song in the car I keep singing,
Don’t know why I do.

He’s the time taken up,
But there’s never enough.
And he’s all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won’t see.

-this song is about loving someone who doesn’t love you back. you can’t really choose whom you will love. its so hard to keep to yourself how much love you have for someone and how much pain you feel inside.  Inside a radiant smile hides a broken heart..

December 24, 2007

freEdom iSn’T frEe

Filed under: ...this is it... - sharilin @ 10:38 am

A Different Christmas Poem

The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn’t loud, and it wasn’t too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn’t quite know,
Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,
Perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.
Alone in the dark, he looked up and smiled,
Standing watch over me, and my wife and my child.
"What are you doing?", I asked without fear,
"Come in this moment, it’s freezing out here.
Put down your pack, brush the snow from your sleeve,
You should be at home on a cold Christmas Eve.
For barely a moment I saw his eyes shift,
Away from the cold and the snow blown in drifts,
To the window that danced with a warm fire’s light
Then he sighed and he said "Its really all right,
I’m out here by choice. I’m here every night."
"It’s my duty to stand at the front of the line,
That separates you from the darkest of times.
No one had to ask or beg or implore me."
"I’m proud to stand here like my fathers before me.
My Gramps died at ‘ Pearl on a day in December,’
Then he sighed, "That’s a Christmas ‘Gram always remembers."
"My dad stood his watch in the jungles of ‘ Nam ‘,
And now it is my turn and so, here I am.
I’ve not seen my own son in more than a while,
But my wife sends me pictures, he’s sure got her smile"
Then he bent and he carefully pulled from his bag,
The red, white, and blue… an American flag.
"I can live through the cold and the being alone,
Away from my family, my house and my home."
"I can stand at my post through the rain and the sleet,
I can sleep in a foxhole with little to eat.
I can carry the weight of killing another,
Or lay down my life with my sister and brother."
Who stand at the front against any and all,
To ensure for all time that this flag will not fall."
"So go back inside," he said, "harbor no fright,
Your family is waiting and I’ll be all right."
"But isn’t there something I can do, at the least,
"Give you money," I asked, "or prepare you a feast?
It seems all too little for all that you’ve done,
For being away from your wife and your son."
Then his eye welled a tear that held no regret,
"Just tell us you love us, and never forget.
To fight for our rights back at home while we’re gone,
To stand your own watch, no matter how long."
"For when we come home, either standing or dead,
To know you remember we fought and we bled.
Is payment enough, and with that we will trust,
That we mattered to you as you mattered to us."

-Freedom never comes for free. There are people who fight and sacrifice for us to be free. Paying their lives for our freedom.

beyOnd our reAch

Filed under: ...this is it... - sharilin @ 9:04 am

our outing last december 21 has thought me something.."sometimes even things are so close to us yet they are bound to be beyond our reach"…something happened that time that really made me see things so clear. things that are only a few inch apart from us yet reaching out to them is like catching a star that is miles away. it hurts to see the distance that keeps everything apart from what we want. even if you have done everything you can, had given your best shot but still you can’t have the very thing your longing for. why is it that the very thing we wish for is the only thing we can’t have??? this is a reality that i cannot understand. life is so unfair and im slowly getting used to it(sometimes). like what they say you cannot have everything you want. if you can’t have it then it was not for you all along. letting go is a hard thing to do but sometimes its the only best solution you can have. letting go of all the things which are not meant for having.

December 22, 2007

..exAm timE iS ovEr!. . .

Filed under: ...this is it... - sharilin @ 1:27 pm

three days of hell is over. for three days of taking the most hellish exam ive ever been, my life was in topsy turvy but now its over..yaahhoo!hehe…

first day of exam was the most devastating one. physics was really a pain in my ass. we’ve been through a great burden answering the test paper. i answered it with a grudge in my heart. wah! how im a supposed to pass that exam if every number on that test paper made my nose bleed? another pain in the ass, our com arc exam. for 3 hours or more than, we answered our exam facing only the monitor of the computer. can you imagine that?! it was really a tiring day. i almost had a headache but thanks to my daddy earl and jesa my burden was lessen.

second day was just a little bit better than the first day. english was a sweaty exam, and thank God its not a nose bleeding one. hehe… even though its not as hard compared to physics but still it made our brain twist. web was a frustrating thing. i did not finished the exam. huhuhu… guess on my part, i lack time. but its ok. atleast i passed something.

third day was a mixture of pain and pleasure. hehe.. theology and DBMS was not an easy exam. it was like on the first day. my test paper in theology was full of blank answers. huhuhu… specially in the enumeration part. it was really a discouraging paper to see. waahhh!! i did study but still its beyond the capacity of my brain to answer that exam. i don’t know where maam ramos got those questions.huhuhu… and DBMS was the hardest exam ive ever taken on that day. sir flores do made our life a hell on that day. my brain was really squeeze to the max. hahahah… every cell on my brain was really drained after the exam. but after that was pleasure! yeeeaaahh!

here goes the pleasure after the long tiring exam days. our class chistmas party. it was a medicine that cure our used and drained brain. it was really fun because not only our class went there but also the other section. even if our outing was not organized still we made it a memorable event. despite of all the discouraging event we still have fun! 

December 18, 2007

christmas ambiance

Filed under: ...this is it... - sharilin @ 12:46 pm

7 days to go before christmas!!weehh…for me december is the best month among all. christmas….hahay…i can feel its ambiance now. i like this month because it seems that all people are happy, kind and generous. yah its a happy month! its not really about material things that made this month a happy one. its about how much love you have given or shown to your family, friends and love ones. the way you express to them on how much you care and happy to have them in your life.

me, my mother and my cousin went to san pedro today. we bought a gift for my brother’s manita. there were lots of people there. as i watched them, i have seen the happiness on their faces. each of them effortly bought gifts for their love ones. graciously giving gifts as a sign of love. this is one thing that people from all of the world do in showing their love to their family and friends. its not in the material thing they give but its how they remember the people they love by buying the gift. in this little act we have shown some love to them. ryt?

so dont complain what you receive this christmas. its not really about the gifts you receive. be thankful to the one that has given you the gift. it is a sign of love saying that " hey! i remember you because i love you"  weehh!. thats the essence of christmas. a time for loving!weehh… merry christmas guys…love yah all..^^ 

December 17, 2007

my horoscope

Filed under: ...this is it... - sharilin @ 3:13 pm

My horoscope today is kinda true. i have spent so much money and i have a debt…wah!laagan man gud kang bataa ka buh!huhuhu…

LIBRA:

Your wallet won’t get any fatter if you follow that growing urge to spend today. Keep walking by those store windows full of gorgeous clothes that you’re just dying to put into your closet. It’s time to remind yourself about the difference between wanting something and needing it. This applies to your personal life, too. Are you demanding too much from the people around you right now? If you want more attention, you should start by giving more attention.

December 16, 2007

..weh!kcute nlng..haha..

Filed under: ...this is it... - sharilin @ 11:51 am

it seems that this is the most popular pic i ever had..haha.. this one was creatively edited by my classmate sean…with a kokey background i can now be called as kakey, the sister of kokey..hehe(corni..mais!)…i cant help laughing at myself. i hate my smile there. it makes me more look stupid than i already did.^^

December 15, 2007

. . . karlo’s bday. . .

Filed under: ...this is it... - sharilin @ 11:04 am

 
yesterday was karlo’s birthday. a simple dinner party held in their house. there were only few people who were invited. a few of our teachers, fourth and third year close friends, chosen classmates(including me), toni(karlo’s gf) and some of karlo’s relatives were present yesterday. the foods were great but most of the viands were porks, so i have to be picky..hehe.. we also had a videoke and i think it was the most enjoyable part in the party. sir barrios did well in singing. he sang many songs and he had a good voice indeed. i sang also a couple of songs together with jesa. almost everyone sang but brylle, delmo and sean did not. i think the reason was they were too shy to sing. everybody did not really want to end that day. we almost dont want to go home. they really enjoy singing…heheh… i went home half past 12 and thank God my mother did not lecture me. hehe.. yesterday was a great day. worth remembering…tnx karlo..^^

December 14, 2007

…yah man!…

Filed under: ...this is it... - sharilin @ 4:07 am

 

wAaAah!!!bta…my classmates was making fun of me again. they made me dress like kokey and took a picture of me. it was a rainy tuesday about 12 noon. we were stranded in the lobby because of the heavy rain. while waiting for the rain to go away, one of my classmate got this idea. it was really embarrassing on my part because there were many students who were also in the lobby watching us. but its ok. i got used to it and since it made my classmates happy its fine with me. hehe..

mY 2 dayS Of nO cLasS

Filed under: ...this is it... - sharilin @ 1:52 am

weehhh…for 2 days we dont have a class…yesterday and today!yey!

yesterday, there was no class because of transport strike. jeepney drivers complained about the hike of the price of gasoline. since my 2 classmates(bern and paulique) slept in our house yesterday, i did not get bored. we just surfed the net and watched a movie in youtube. we did not notice the time until it was 4 pm in the afternoon. its time for them to go home and i was left here in our house alone again. i went to my bedroom and slept all afternoon. i woke up in dinnertime but i did not eat because i dont have any apetite. i slept again and woke up in the middle of the night with grumbling stomach. i ate with "bulad" as my viand and drunk a coffee. hehehe… den i slept again until morning.

this morning i woke up with a message on my cp saying that there is a class. it did not really bother me because it was only 8 am in the morning and our class will start at 10. i turned on the PC hoping to gather some news from my OL classmates. just then another message arrived in my cp saying that its not sure if there is a class. so i decided not to go to school. and today a classmate of mine is celebrating his birthday. last night i was informed that i am invited. i dont know if ill go or not. but ill find it out later what will be my decision. i just finished cleaning upstairs.  i cleaned a lot of piss from our dogs. i was really mad at them because the smell is unbearable. it made my nostril flare with its odor…gggrrr…but thanks to zonrox and detergent soap, the smelly odor was gone. hehehe… i dnt know why i end up writing these things in my blog…hehe..i think out of boredom and lack of interesting things to do…well dats it.. have to end it…ciao!

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