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September 17, 2007

Fragile heart

Filed under: ...this is it... - sharilin @ 2:34 pm
I think it’s been a long time
That I’m dreaming to call you as mine
And now I am falling apart
Two broken pieces of my fragile heart
 
I know you don’t really care for me
And you just can’t even look and see
That I’m always here in your way
Hoping you’ll notice me someday
 
I always stare out in the sky
And thought of you with a sigh
I cry wishing you were mine
 So that my heart will be fine
 
But I guess my fairytale won’t come true
Because you don’t have a single clue
The way my heart feels for you
And there is nothing I can do
 
I want to forget your face
It’s what my mind says
But w/out you I am way to weak
Forgetting you life would be so bleak
 
I think it will always be my destiny
To wish and cry for you in misery
Whether I want to stay or shall I go
Either way still my tears will flow 
 
by:Sha_^_^ 
 
 

September 16, 2007

ThiS reAllY makeS mE sAd…=<

Filed under: ...this is it... - sharilin @ 11:46 am
    Month 1: Mommy, I am only 8 inches long,
but I have all my organs. I love the
sound of your voice. Every time I hear
it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound
of your heart beat is my favorite
lullaby.Month 2: Mommy, today I learned
how to suck my thumb. If you could see
me, you could definitely tell that I am
a baby. I’m not big enough to survive
outside my home though. It is so nice
and warm in here.Month 3: You know what
Mommy, I’m a girl!! I hope that makes
you happy. I always want you to be
happy. I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad. It makes me sad too,
and I cry with you even though you
can’t hear me.Month 4: Mommy, my hair is
starting to grow. Itis very short and
fine, but I will have a lot of it. I
spend a lot of my time exercising. I
can turn my head and curl my fingers
and toes, and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it
too. Month 5: You went to the doctor
today. Mommy,he lied to you. He said
that I’m not a baby. I am a baby Mommy,
your baby. I think and feel. Mommy,
what’s abortion? Month 6: I can hear that
doctor again. I don’tlike him. He
seems cold and heartless. Something is
intruding my home. The doctor called it
a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop! I can’t get away
from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! Month 7: Mommy,
I am okay. I am in Jesus’s arms. He is
holding me. He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy? Every
Abortion Is Just . . .One more heart
that was stopped.Two more eyes that
will never see.Two more hands that
will never touch.Two more legs that
will never run. One more mouth that
will never speak.=<

If it takes forever

Filed under: ...this is it... - sharilin @ 2:39 am

      I’ve been loving you secretly for quite a while

And have been greatly affected by your smile

I’m content with just watching you from a distance

Thinking… when can i feel your love?

 

It hurts to see the two of you together

Even whispering words of love forever

I know that my dreams will just turn to never

coz I know that your world revolves around her

 

When she finally said her goodbyes,

 My heart screamed with your vicious cries

I want to be the one to give you back your life

 

But it seems quite a mystery

That you and I can never be

Will I forever be this lonely,

Dreaming that someday it’ll be you and me?

 

I want to shout at your insensitivity

Damn you, but cant you just look at me?

And maybe then you will see

Come and I’ll show you the splendor of love’s beauty

 

If it takes forever to love me,

I’ll stay here and wait patiently

I want to show you that you mean everything to me

And wait for the time when you’ll love me wholeheartedly

 

If I have to wait for your love,

I’ll do it for us to be together

I promise that goodbyes will turn to never

I’ll be waiting here… if it takes forever. 

 

 

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